I am broken. I never even got a chance. My RE cancelled the retrieval and I am devastated. My Estrodiol levels were almost 10,000 so when I answered the phone and it was my doctor instead of the nurse, I knew it wasn't happening. I don't understand it. My body has always responded well to medications and I thought that was a good thing??? Not this time. All the time, sticks and needles and all the hopes and dreams are shattered before they even began.
I shouldn't have allowed myself to get excited. How could I have been so naive???
It's not fair and I am hurting.
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